The Most Hurtful Questions..
I woke up this morning by the questions that suddenly running into my head: “Do you forget where you are coming from ? Aren’t you still with us ?”
I looked up my life. Everything has been beautiful. I got nice jobs, good salary, good place to stay, friends around me, and a beautiful lady to admire. All that I have to do is keep doing the thing that I always do, and everything will be fine. But the questions showed the subconscious part of me.
I feel like I don’t belong to the place where I am now. I feel like this is not my vocation, my call of life, to live an easy life. But if this is not what I’m looking for, then where should I go ? what should I aim for ?
Going home without a plan is not a good idea. There’s plenty of unemployment back home, and I don’t want to add the number with myself. But even if I have my plan, am I ready to lose everything that I have ?
I guess I need to pray a lot on this one, and planning my action too. Hope the answer can come soon..